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I dag är det 21 dagar sedan jag slutade att röka. jag har sparat 1140: tack vare att jag har inte rökt 409 cigg och det känns fantastiskt. I går utsatte jag mig för ytterligare en prövning och det var att gå ut på krogen. Mitt "värsta" har varit alkohol, det trashade min karaktär de första två gångerna som jag försökte sluta. Men så har jag druckit lite i lugn form vid två tillfällen och dom gick bra. Det gick bra i går med.

Helgen har varit bra, jag har umgåtts med svågern Micke och vännen (och hans flickvän) Christin. Vi har kollat på hockey, shoppat i Valbo, druckit god whiskey (Ardbeg Alligator) samt tequilarosedrinkar och besökt O'learys. Jag förstod varför jag aldrig går ut på krogen numera.  Folk är ju på riktigt skrämmande, ett par sitter och ser arg ut och spelar thumb war och två personer står och juckar mot baren och det var liten procent av idiotin. Herrejösses!

Apropå positivitet som inlägget är döpt till så har jag varit i en nedåtgående spiral av negativa tankar, destruktivt beteende och fullständig bitterhet ett bra tag. Jag kan inte peka på en sak som det beror på. Det är snarare så att det tog stopp för mig helt enkelt, det blev för många jobbiga känslor och jag hamnade i en mindre personlig energikonkurs. Jag slutade röka, jag misslyckades, min självkänsla låg i botten, saker på jobbet var inte helt lätt, pms, sjukdom osv osv.

Men, jag ska sluta drälla runt och vara mer en "do´er" än en "say´er" - jag tänker vägra fortsätta att vara bitter och bli mitt positiva jag i stället. Jag tycker om mig mer så och det gör ni med, I know it! Om några timmar åker Mr sambo till Gävle för att slå på trumma och jag ska jäsa i min ensamhet, kanske kolla på någon av mina tjejserier, laga lite middag och bara va´ - åh vad härligt!

Jag längtar till Måndag! Kan det inte bli i morgon, nu? I morgon är inte vilket måndag som helst, i morgon är en helt annorlunda måndag. Iiih! Nåja, i morgon blir ni också varse! :)  Nu ska jag skriva mat- och inköpslista för veckan. Sen ska jag gå upp till min "girlcave" och träna knäna, göra situps, benkast (men utan någon som står och kastar mina ben) och lite andra hantelövningar, och till sist påbörja en ny rutin: mental avslappning. 10minuter varje dag ska jag ge till det.

Jag hoppas att du har haft en fin helg?

Puss!

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